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Unrequited Love part two

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Naruto awoke with a start.
He found that he was laying in a hospital bed. The white linens and white walls gave him the feeling of absolute cleanliness and absolute alienation. ‘I hate being in the hospital………….,’ Naruto thought bitterly. ‘Wait, how did I get here in the first place?....................... Oh yeah. Sasuke. Why did he do that? Why didn’t he kill me? He told me that he wanted power so that he could kill his older brother, but why did he not kill me?’ Naruto thought as he licked his dry lips. There was something off about them. He tasted something that seemed to be rain, but then there was something else.
‘What is this that I’m tasting? It seems……………………………….almost familiar. Wait, this is familiar. I’ve tasted this before……………………………once.’ Naruto gasped as the idea struck him. “Sasuke.” He whispered quietly. ‘Does Sasuke know? About me? Does he know that the whole I don’t like guys thing was a façade? That I really do like guys? Does he know that I’m bi? Oh God! Was he just making fun of me? But why would he do that when he was trying to kill me. Why did he kiss me? Why the hell is trying to toy with my emotions? Damn him……………………………………….damn him.’ Naruto thought as he started to silently sob in his hands. ‘I don’t know why this affects me so much………………………but…………why did he do it?’
He couldn’t help but to ask himself that same question as the next few years passed sluggishly by. That’s when the cold hard realization of the matter hit him.
“Oh my God,………………………………..I’m…………..I’m in love with him?” Naruto didn’t want to know the answer to how Sasuke felt in return, but Naruto felt certain that he should tell the raven haired teen how he felt, if not only to make him feel bad.
‘I wouldn’t ever want to cause Sasuke pain. He’s been through so much already. I mean, I never knew my family. He knew his and his got stolen from him by his older brother, Itachi. I think that his situation is a lot tougher than the one that I grew up with. Still, maybe he’ll come back if he actually cares about me! Maybe,……………he might have not been making fun of me that time that he kissed me when I was unconscious! Maybe he really cares about me too!’ Naruto thought in a whirl of excitement.
After that he doubled his efforts on finding his beloved friend.

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Long after his physical wounds had healed, his mental wounds still remained.
Sasuke couldn’t help but picturing the wounded look in Naruto’s eyes as he and Naruto faced off. Or the unconscious face of Naruto only a few inches from his own. He looked so angelic laying there. But so pained. Sasuke was tortured daily by the fact that he had caused the innocent angelic blonde boy such pain.
Naruto was his angel. And not even the coldest of killers should ever cause their own personal guardian angels pain. It was unheard of.
It wasn’t right.
None of it was.
Yet the thought that maybe he could change things back to being almost normal is what really kept him going. But it was the singular thought that Naruto was still looking for him that kept him sane. That above all else was the most important to him, though he would never admit.
‘Maybe…………………………yeah. Maybe I’ll tell Naruto how I feel about him next time I see him. If I see him. Oh god I hope that I see him again. He’s the only person that can help me now. If I can even be helped that is. I wish, even if it’s the last thing I see, I wish to see his face again.’ Sasuke thought as he went about his daily business.
His routine was always the same, or almost always nearly the same.
1. Get up
2. Eat
3. Clean up
4. Train
5. Eat lunch
6. Train
7. Avoid Orochimaru (so as not to get raped)
8. Train alone
9. Eat dinner with Kabuto
10. Avoid Orochimaru with Kabuto
11. Sleep with one eye open
It was a simple routine really, just throw in a few missions here or there and you had a whole year.
He learned right off that you don’t hang around Orochimaru without a reason, otherwise he would take full advantage of it. Even without the use of his arms, he was still formidable. It was a daunting task of keeping himself as ‘clean’ as possible while in Orochimaru’s grasp. After all, the man was almost literally the very definition of a Pedophile. Sasuke was violated at least 13 times during his first week in the Hidden Sound Village. But, as of yet, Orochimaru hadn’t been able to do anything too disgracefully vulgar to him. Which was a relief in Sasuke’s opinion.
Kabuto had turned out to be a big help to Sasuke in the long run. After the initial dislike between the boys, they both seemed to get along pretty well. Kabuto helped Sasuke out by helping him hide from Orochimaru while he himself hid for the same exact reasons. Neither wanted to be violated anymore than what they already had been.
They both knew that one day, after Sasuke had learned all that he could from Orochimaru, Sasuke would leave only after killing the legendary sanin. So neither was too concerned about what would happen when. They both knew that it would happen eventually.
Meanwhile Sasuke was worrying about how he would tell Naruto how he felt.
‘Naruto, I love you. ……………………………No that sounds……………………to much like Sakura. Hmmmm………………………how about “Naruto I really like you!” oh God that’s even worse………………………………How about…”Hey Naruto! You have a great ass!” Heh. He wouldn’t talk to me again after that. Hmmmmm………………Well, I don’t know if a simple ‘I love you’ would be good enough. After all, I did try to kill him, almost succeeded, and I left the village. All for my own selfishness. What will be keeping him from thinking that I’m making fun of him? Of course I’m not, but still…………………… ooooooo! How about “Naruto Uzumaki! I love you!” Oh sweet mother of………………Now I’m sounding like Rock Lee! Oooooooo! How about “Hey loser!..........” okay I can already tell that that one isn’t going to turn out in a positive way. Damn I’m out of ideas. I mean I can’t exactly tell him that I kissed him while he was unconscious because I love him. God! He would be laughing at me! In a not-so-good way! God, can you help me tell Naruto that I love him? Without it sounding stupid and him getting mad at me? Better yet, can I see Naruto sometime so that I have the opportunity to tell him that I love him? Do you even agree with my not-chosen-by-me homosexuality?’
And so Naruto and Sasuke still awaited a fateful meeting that could possibly bring them together.
‘I’ll wait for you for forever.’
Okay. So this is part two to Unrequited Love. I don't own any of the Naruto characters.
Yeah, I made Sasuke believe in God. I'm not sure if he does, but for this story, he does. I also made him well, OOC. No duh, but for the stories purpose, he already had to be in love with Naruto so that would make him OOC anyways.
Yay! SasuNaru!
If you like it, please let me know!
I am planning on making a third part to this. If you guys want it!
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bloodrain1994's avatar
I love this one as well
It's going very well
I like it alot. It's AMAZING!!!!!
BRING ON CHAPTER THREE!!!!!